[00:00.000] 作词 : 17VIstA[00:01.000] 作曲 : 17VIstA[00:02.000] 编曲 : 17VIstA[00:23.054]我习惯性的找已不见的存在感[00:25.674]我没去想过逃不论多少人在看[00:28.515]when my eyes gonna closed[00:29.938]就只剩下我一半[00:31.614]苍白的烟在飘[00:32.902]和我过硬的情感[00:34.556]思维方式从逃离到不自觉的包庇[00:37.521]其实谁都没道理[00:38.899]now just with my friend[00:40.133]不用在每天等待消息[00:41.909]十倍痛的报应[00:43.415]how can i change[00:45.381]so i m wrtting slow[00:48.462]我靠在枕头[00:49.978]我站在你身后[00:51.442]我栽了个跟头[00:54.308]排练好的分手[00:55.927]手机里的温柔[00:57.408]在雨里等候[00:58.779]是一场drama我在等待你出现[01:01.376]雨天会打滑你的声音我听不见[01:04.234]我倒在沙发 电话挂断第五遍[01:07.252]嗓音变沙哑 却还嫌我的力度[01:11.678]这世界并不完美[01:13.644]失去后才去珍惜才浸入忏悔[01:17.133]So I want to find something to calm my mind.[01:20.430]我得到的答案是我和你不般配[01:22.642]我们并不般配[01:24.533]被悲痛思绪包围到最后也没有结果[01:28.095]你的眼睛里在含泪都在感情里面犯规在我心燃起了烈火[01:33.970]Im already falling[01:35.667]又给我盖下烙印[01:37.188]我到底应该怎么做[01:39.554]又再次从睡梦中被吵醒[01:41.472]我的经历早被耗尽[01:42.943]我到底应该怎么活[01:45.804]It feels like[01:46.370]早已一败涂地[01:50.315]早已被你俘去[01:53.254]I can not change every time[01:57.466]当我看到你的笑就刻在我的回忆[02:00.335]你靠近我就乱了套我总是立马回避[02:03.361]爱请是止痛的药但我总是在猜忌[02:11.101]thought i knew about love[02:13.955]but i didn't know enough[02:16.778]til you went and left on me[02:19.668]and now i'm afraid i learned too much