my femcel life - pupsies.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : pupsies xD
[00:01.000] 作曲 : pupsies xD
[00:09.851](living in a lie)
[00:22.150]just another day in my ****ing femcel life
[00:24.407]and i need a ****ing boyfriend
[00:25.818]just to keep myself alive
[00:27.165]wanna cut my wrists and slice
[00:28.334]me to bits
[00:29.284]cus i’ve never even held hands
[00:30.562]just said love you on a screen
[00:31.925]are you a real human being?
[00:33.448]got that captcha
[00:34.026]could you capture
[00:34.730]this moment permanently
[00:36.249]tell me that you’ll never leave
[00:37.451]i can show you everything
[00:38.875]i could be all you would need
[00:40.187]and when you finally get tired
[00:41.564]you can just leave me on seen
[00:44.002]they say i got daddy issues
[00:45.387]need someone to hold me
[00:46.543]wonder if you knew what i had been through
[00:47.763]would you be kinder and see
[00:49.203]that i don’t mean no harm
[00:50.883]i’m sorry all i do’s **** up
[00:52.089]i’m a suicidal loser
[00:53.192]and i don’t deserve your love
[00:54.953]you can leak the things i say and show
[00:56.284]and when i make my plan and end up
[00:57.446]inside of the hospital
[00:59.042]break up with me cus it’s good for my own mental health
[01:01.458]cus i need some ****ing help
[01:02.791]cus i cry and beg for you to stay
[01:04.190]and promise that ill never make your life more shit
[01:06.111]promise ill fix
[01:07.406]every mistake
[01:08.155]ive ever made
[01:08.792]no matter what it takes…
[01:09.899]i just want our perfect future
[01:11.042]with our own beautiful daughter
[01:12.358]and youll love her as her father
[01:13.742]we can smile and ill make sure
[01:15.311]that her life is happy
[01:16.191]she won’t ever hurt
[01:17.191]just another day in my ****ing femcel life
[01:19.299]and i need a ****ing boyfriend
[01:20.557]just to keep myself alive
[01:22.044]wanna cut my wrists and die
[01:23.319]tell me why i even try
[01:24.727]tell me why i can’t just give up loving — living in a lie.
[01:27.891]just another day in my ****ing femcel life
[01:30.254]and i need a ****ing boyfriend
[01:31.659]just to keep myself alive
[01:33.034]wanna cut my wrists and die
[01:34.357]tell me why i even try
[01:35.812]tell me why i can’t just give up loving — living in a lie.
[01:39.078]i know i have issues
[01:39.612]but i forgive all of yours
[01:41.169]i try to show that i love you
[01:42.440]but i only end up worse
[01:43.896]tried to help through every struggle
[01:45.284]even when you broke my trust
[01:46.759]told you “please don’t make that promise”
[01:48.080]cus you broke it, my heart, crushed.
[01:49.879]so it’s—
[01:49.923]just another day in my ****ing femcel life
[01:52.199]and i need a ****ing boyfriend
[01:53.594]just to keep myself alive
[01:54.936]wanna cut my wrists and die
[01:56.375]tell me why i even try
[01:57.756]tell me why i can’t just give up loving — living in a lie.
[02:04.804]living in a lie…