Drowning - Sik World.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Jonathon Quiles
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Jonathon Quiles
[00:14.354]Yeah, I wish I can numb this pain
[00:16.354]I thought by now I won't complain
[00:17.701]I got the cash with half the fame
[00:18.807]Lost half my heart and kept the veins
[00:20.233]We had our spark and lost our flame
[00:21.595]I tried to talk, had none to say
[00:23.089]I want the love, you never gave
[00:24.313]Was hurting me your only aim
[00:25.809]You shot my heart, I bled out hate
[00:27.253]'Cause though you left, the trauma stayed
[00:28.734]I wish the past, would go away
[00:30.235]But I guess gotta live with it
[00:31.081]Times changed, I don't feel different
[00:32.686]Despite the hurdles in my life I kept my vision alive
[00:34.477]I had no one on my side, yet I still did it
[00:36.315]I'm missing thе old me, talking pre-deprеssion
[00:38.211]Where I felt alive and I had a connection
[00:40.096]Now I'm dead inside 'cause I lost my direction
[00:42.017]I don't put my wall down for my own protection
[00:43.951]And I'm tired of people using me
[00:45.780]People lie, what do you believe?
[00:47.123]I know people see the truth in me
[00:48.290]And I know one day you will see
[00:49.733]That being true was a tool for me
[00:51.078]I be sticking to myself
[00:52.210]I don't need nobody else
[00:53.047]Just relief from this trauma that keeps on ruining me
[00:55.126]'Cause lately I'm losing sleep
[00:56.715]And nobody's getting through to me
[00:58.064]It's 'cause it
[00:59.042]Feels like I'm losing sleep
[01:00.870]I want my mind at ease
[01:02.714]Feels like I'm losing me
[01:04.591]I wanna find relief
[01:06.383]Feels like I need to breath
[01:08.252]I think I'm in too deep, now
[01:11.669]I'm drowning in my thoughts
[01:14.469]Drowning, by myself
[01:17.971]I'm drowning, I need help
[01:21.408]I'm drowning, they can't tell
[01:25.107]I'm drowning, oh
[01:35.538]I'm still here and still driven
[01:37.425]People see me as a meal ticket
[01:38.767]They get nothing, they can deal with it
[01:40.128]I guess me and them were built different
[01:41.607]I work for whatever I'm given
[01:42.843]I been living inside of my room since I was fifteen
[01:44.729]Making a bunch a songs hoping somebody gets me
[01:46.616]I always felt alone and the feeling is sickening
[01:48.420]When your expressing your pain and no one is listening
[01:50.406]And life's hard to manage
[01:52.351]I feel like I have a disadvantage
[01:54.077]Since my childhood left me hella damaged
[01:55.871]I don't know love because I never had it
[01:57.695]Every relationship I'm in never lasted
[01:59.427]Only toxic woman was all I attracted
[02:01.280]I continuously fear having attachments
[02:03.062]Honestly, it was really hard getting past it
[02:05.230]But, it is what it is, you get what you give
[02:07.966]I wish I learned quicker, look, I probably did
[02:11.211]Just didn't accept it
[02:12.593]Inside of my mind is where my demons roam
[02:14.444]I try to hide 'cause they won't leave me alone
[02:16.150]I overthink all of my mistakes on my own
[02:17.875]I don't know where to go, it's 'cause it
[02:20.402]Feels like I'm losing sleep
[02:22.106]I want my mind at ease
[02:23.980]Feels like I'm losing me
[02:25.777]I wanna find relief
[02:27.656]Feels like I need to breath
[02:29.455]I think I'm in too deep, now
[02:32.749]I'm drowning in my thoughts
[02:35.727]Drowning, by myself
[02:39.080]I'm drowning, I need help
[02:42.625]I'm drowning, they can't tell
[02:46.302]I'm drowning, oh