[00:00.308][Intro][00:00.766]Who made this beat?[00:03.562]Feel like niggas want me gone, that shit crazy[00:06.742]I've even got to look at my family different (Twysted Genius, baby)[00:09.577]Shit never had to be like this[00:10.773][Chorus][00:10.976]I've been battling with myself ('Self), battling with my spirit ('Pirit)[00:13.615]I been talking out loud to God, I just hope he hear it[00:16.193]You ain't never had niggas change up on you, so you wouldn't know the feeling (Feeling)[00:18.955]My mama said I need love (Love), but I just need some healing (Healing)[00:21.863]I done lost some loved ones I loved the most, that shit made me hate love (I hate it)[00:24.682]I don't even want to be close to my fans, I don't want no hugs (Yeah)[00:27.614]Had to boss up to get my business straight, but I still hang around thugs ('Round goons)[00:30.667]I just want the money (Yeah), I don't want the love[00:32.685][Verse][00:34.287]My brother work three jobs and he living check by check (Check)[00:37.170]And that shit hurt my heart and I just hope that I'm not next (On God)[00:39.777]I done seen real niggas turn fake, I done seen fake niggas get praised[00:42.817]I done seen bad bitches get on, I done seen boss bitches get laid[00:45.637]I hope my son don't grow up like me, so just be a man (Yeah)[00:48.161]But he only one, so I know he don't understand (He don't)[00:51.224]Niggas I grew up with gon' try to kill cause who I am (Yeah)[00:53.960]My grandma said she pray for me she just tell me to keep my head, high[00:58.961]Niggas try to slide (Slide) once or twice (Slide)[01:01.042]All them niggas seen want some red dots (Dots)[01:04.281]My little nigga a stepper (Step)[01:05.560]He been playin Call of Duty too much all he want is some headshots[01:09.615]We drink Wock pints to the head (Wock)[01:11.114]I made a opp bitch give me head (Head)[01:12.417]**** that heart, just want my bread (I just want bread)[01:14.571]I know niggas want me dead, so I keep winnin' ahead[01:18.242]I didn't realize what you said[01:19.152][Chorus][01:19.446]I've been battling with myself ('Self), battling my spirit ('Pirit)[01:21.347]I been talking out loud to God, I just hope he hear it[01:23.933]You ain't never had niggas change up on you, so you wouldn't know the feeling (Feeling)[01:26.600]My mama said I need love, but I just need some healing[01:29.604]I done lost some loved ones I loved the most, that shit made me hate love[01:32.463]I don't even want to be close to my fans, I don't want no hugs[01:35.275]Had to boss up to get my business straight, but I still hang around thugs[01:38.321]I just want the money, I don't want the love[01:41.508][Outro][01:42.075]Yeah, yeah[01:43.240]I've been battling with myself, battling my spirit[01:44.629]I been talking out loud to God, I just hope he hear it[01:46.682]You ain't never had niggas change up on you, so you wouldn't know the feeling[01:49.346]My mama said I need love, but I just need some healing